OK, I Can Do That

So the Lord has been pointing me towards and telling me to tell my story, His story, through blogging for the past couple of years. I have been running from this and hiding for years. Constantly struggling with it. I have been paralyzed through fear, anxiety, and depression. I have been swallowed up by my giant fish. And today, once again I felt God telling me to get to work, use my voice, and just start telling my story. 

So I said, "OK. I can do that." 

I am ready. He has spit me out onto dry land, and I am finding my footing now. 

Here I am, God. Use me. Whatever way you see fit. I don't have to understand everything about your reasons before I move and work; I'm just going to try to keep showing up. And along the way I hope you grow me, stretch me, guide me, and use me. 

I don't want to run and hide from You any longer. 

Use my weaknesses and work in them to show your strength, your goodness, and your faithfulness.